Snappity Snap

and the boredness ate us alive
here's a much prettier picture:

When the Turkey's come home

I've...been feeling extremely insecure and needy lately. Which is the worse! For two reasons: Nobody likes a whiny needy gal (although how unfair that society just TELLS you how to feel!...calm) and two, it feels horrible constantly having to "shake something off."

A friend of mine posted some advice on tumblr. Someone had asked her why his girlfriend asked for so much attention. She explained that usually girls with daddy issues have that problem (duhhhr) but when she elaborated that it's because they haven't gotten that protective, constant and unconditional affection from a father (where it's suppose to come from) they seek it elsewhere (in their poor boyfriends) it made sense. I mean I know that's why, but when I really thought about what I look for in a man, it always comes down to those words: Safety, protection, trust. Anywhoo...kinda hopin' this feeling goes away after thanksgiving, I think I might just be real hungry. 

Holy Heavens!

blogging, listening to music, tumblr, tumblr, tumblr....

"hey what time is it?"

1:29 AM. I have school! Goodnight 

Good Morning!

This is..

Started out kinda shabby, but turned out quite fabulous :) first: the weather was amazing today, second: errybody was all "you look cute today!" ... :| so I guess I just gotta dress up like a flapper more often, third: we went to see Rocky Horror Picture show, ended up at the U's Institute Halloween party, them crazy mormons, gettin hot in there, soldier boy, dancin sick, eatin cookies, judgin costumes, shady people, nice people, lotso people, supah hot. Fourth: Went to Aubri's, ate cupcakes and cake, made a video blog, took pictures, told stories. Fifth: great talk with Jazzy, gettin ready to listem to some Christmas tunes tomorrow! Sixth: Talkin to Pepe about stupid movies. Seventh: the mister got out of school early (that's more like good for him, I didn't see him), Eighth, goin to bed satisfied, tired, and all washed up, blogged. Good night :) I had a great one. 

P.S. Sorry, I forget my grammar when I'm tired. 

The Tribe.


this. this is all I want. everything this picture makes me feel :) (sleepy, cozy, boat etc)

Not Now...

I have enough on my plate right now, please go away. I don't want to talk about "us" or any of that shiz. I don't want you to "make me feel better" ..In fact I'm not even sure how you found out I was single again, but I do not want you in my life again. We can be friends. And nothing more. I do want someone in my life, but not you. I'm sorry. Never again.

*Googly Eyes*

It's about to Rain

So it's been about to rain the last few days and this is my playlist for such has quite a few songs, but each has a personal story to why I love it. ooh my first musical post!

cute lil gif I've been wanting to use...kinda matches how the rain and this music makes me feel :) 

From the Vault: a continuation after 17 years...

So this is an old draft of a post I never posted from like 6 months ago...hmm..weird.

k so I know I haven't been around for WEEKS..and I apologize for that..honestly I don't know why (the lack of a laptop might have something to do with it) but I really haven't been that busy...let me try to round up everything that's gone on since I was last around this part of the web

  • aight honestly, don't remember...
  • I signed up for housing with the thats exciting, except that the U's process for picking your roomate feels waaaay too eHarmony 

  • I have had to drive to and fro like crazy from the U..takin scholarships and stuff...imma get so friggin lost at that school...
  • I got chosen as a semi-finalist for two scholarships...fingers crossed! 

    • I went with the Young Men and Women to the Huntsmen center (at the U...again) ...we were there for hours..I have not been that grumpy in the longest time..I swear, I was gonna kill a good Christian...Angie wasn't too happy either.. 

    • took my senior's a sneakaroo...

    Oh baby baby!

    Nothing gets me going better than Disney! "PRINCE ALI FABULOUS HE, ALI ABABUA!!!!"

    Wait, what?

    YOU wanted to be friends? And I think we'll be great friends but... what?

    I need to stop blogging.

    sigh. I miss New Yawk.
    and gems like this:

    and musicians on the subway:

    and gorgeous Central Park:

    Left Lady Liberty behind :(

    And boy! Did we love Coney Island a little too much for our own good!